It's only after I decided I was going to be more responsible (read: I do homework earlier than the night before its deadline and reading the text beforehand) that I realized I've been more stressed than I ever felt before.

Maybe it's actually the workload. Maybe it's a lot and I'm feeling stupid. I won't really know. I doubt I'll bother wondering why after I realized my me-time is at an all time low. I feel guilty doing anything without a backlog of stuff I'm supposed to be doing, now more than ever. I used to be able to sneak in keybie time, and journal time.

Now I'm doing journal time because it's keeping my head on straight. Really.

I can't remember what day it is. If someone told me today was Monday, hell, I'd believe. All days are almost the same to me. I can't even use my usual frame of mind when I'm bombarded with work, which was to take each day at a time, and take every deadline met and passed as a step closer to then end of all the work.

Now deadline that passes is just a day closer to more deadlines. GWAH.

Which is why both my Monday holidays are probably going to go up in academic smoke. Fark it all.

*seeks more respite in more Red vs. Blue*

On a side note, does anybody know how to browse using the wifi at DLSU? I've brought Caboose to school and he detects the signal pretty well, but I can't surf. Is there a step-by-step I should do? Is there an office I should visit to register Caboose or something?



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